On reading this- I realise that I too am not alone- yes I have had experiences like this in the last year and it is echoed also in my PhD research. So exciting to read your experience of working in a situation where everyone was thrown far from equilibrium and you held space for them where they could express themselves and engage in authentic dialogue. The difference that makes a difference… am also struck by the act of creative transgression you cocreated with people and if it involved conscious sacrifice of participants?

It would be too much to mention Bohm sitting at my elbow calling me back to read and reread.
Thanks for taking the time to write this Dan- your commitment to curiosity and willingness to step off the edge is palpable- they were lucky people to work with you!